Laurie Michelle Baer - My Beautiful Daughter In Heaven
In Loving Memory of Laurie Michelle Baer
October 31, 1976 - December 4, 1992
|When Laurie died,
the biggest part of me died with her.
She was my only child.
There lies a hole in my heart that can never be filled,
a knife in my heart that can never be removed,
a void in my life that can never be replaced,
an ache that will never stop,
and my life was changed forever.
I didn't think I would survive an hour without her,
much less a day, a week, a month, a year.
Now it has been many years since she left this earth
and each day it is harder and harder
to find a reason just to get out of bed .
There's no place I want to go, nothing I want to do,
nothing I want to buy. I only want Laurie
and only God knows when that day will be.
Until then I have to be satisfied
with my dreams of her at night,
the pictures of her scattered
throughout the house,
and my memories of her.
|You're in my thoughts, you're in my dreams.
You're in everything I say and do.
You never leave me.
I love to dream about you. They are so real.
You're alive, we're together.
Shopping, driving, laughing, crying.
I feel your fears, your joys, and I'm so Happy.
But the dreams end, and I'm alone again without you.
The times we spent together are like fleeting moments.
Sometimes it seems like only yesterday
that I held you and kissed you.
Other times it feels like forever since I held you
in my arms, heard you laugh,
braided your long brown hair.
Sometimes it feels like it really never happened,
like you were never here.
Am I losing you?
Page updated September 30, 2012